joy
Tonight, Ollie and Reid were laying in bed, tucked in like champions. It was a short night, but a really great one. Ollie looked up at me and then somewhat shyly (unusual for him) ducked under his comforter to avoid my glance. As he did so, I realized that I was grinning at him like a total idiot. I really was just sitting there looking at them both, totally filled with joy, and almost laughing from it.